The Truth Is Often Stranger Than Fiction

Oh boy, oh boy, oh boy! Where do I start? Tonight has been VERY interesting and even educational.

I learned tonight that I love Kenny more than I thought I did, not to say that I didn't love him immensely before. His parents called me looking for him because it was past his normal arrival back home and his cell was off, so they assumed he was here. He wasn't. They were worried which got my worried. I was talking to Courtney and she decided that we should take a ride over to CCSU. I won't lie, I was shaking a bit and I was nervous. Well I went upstairs to change out of my pjs and back into jeans and put my socks back on. Well on my way back down the stairs I didn't put the light on like I usually do and i slid right down them. The very top to the very bottom. We think I may have strained or fractured my foot, maybe both, who knows. My back and tail bone hurt. My hand hurts and my elbow hurts. I am basically a wreck. But I didn't let that stop me, even though my parents were freaking out. I limped my wait to the back door to get my shoes and hoodie. And I hobbled down the front steps to Courtney's car.

We were half way to CCSU when Kenny called. I was so happy to hear from him and yet frustrated because I was in pain and I was worried. And he was rightfully frustrated because of school stuff. Wel he frustrated tone cut right through me and I had to get off the phone. But after all of that, it made me realize how much I love him. Because let's face it, if I didn't I wouldn't have acted such a way and would have been like fuck it, after I fell down the stairs. It's strange how certain situations can open your eyes to things you thought you already knew.

But I'm hurting and I'm tired so don't mind me while I go to bed mid-way through my blog. I just needed to write before I went to bed. It's rushed and I don't mind. But I did talk to Kenny for about an hour which calmed me down and made me feel better.

I love you baby!