So I have recently realized something, and don't think I'm crazy. Cause I'm not. And please don't let Courtney be the only person to not think I'm crazy after this.
My realization is that since Kenny has been in my life I have had less to practically no 'experiences' of my dad. Now wait let me explain. Since my dad's passing whenever I would get upset, no matter what it was, I would get a tingling sensation on my cheek, sometimes right and sometimes left. Without fail when I would get sad or cry there he was. But since I have been with Kenny I can't recall any such happenings. And I would like to think that it's because now I have someone I can depend on and who can comfort me and loves me. And let me tell you, this realization is bittersweet. I'm happy that I have Kenny and that he can give me all that I need, but it's upsetting not having those moments, if you will, with my dad. I know you are thinking I'm crazy, but a) it takes one to know one and b) there is never anything wrong with faith.
So that is that for my crazy rant for this evening.
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