So let me take a moment and vent how FUCKING stupid people can be. And I only say that with all the love in my heart because if I didn''t love her I wouldn't be this angry.
My dear and wonderful, non-biological sister, is a dumb ass and angers me beyond belief. The idiot that she is allowed her ex-boyfriend's best friend to convince her to go with him to check on her piece of shit ex-boyfriend because he didn't show up for work and wasn't answering his phone or his door. Well as it turns out he apparently tried, tried being the key word here, to commit suicide. Now I'm sorry but if you are going to do it, do it. Don't do it just for attention which he obviously got because she's and idiot. And maybe this world would be better with one less asshole in it. Now of course I do not condone suicide, it is a horrible thing if someone feels so poorly that they must take their own life to stop whatever pain they are going through. But to be a little bitch and attempt to do so to get your ex-girlfriends attention is just disgusting. And the fact that she gave him the attention is even worse. I am beyond angry with her. And I couldn't even tell her that yesterday because as she was telling me I was at Park and Rec golf practice so I could not use the choice words I wanted to use. All I could muster up was " You shouldn't have gone", "Why did you go?", "You shouldn't have gone!" I love her to pieces but if she is going to be this self destructive after months of me trying to get her away from it and helping her realize she doesn't need his fucking ass, I really don't know if I can deal with her anymore. I guess I 'understand' why she would want to go, and that's a very loose 'I guess'. But he treated her SO poorly when they were together and she supposedly hasn't spoken to him in months. Which I am now thinking is a lie if the best friend called and asked if Asshole was with her.
UGH! I'm going to go channel this anger to either wii fit or pilates. Haven't decided yet. Oh yes because I don't have to work today but I'm still up ass early. And if the sun ever decides to stay out for more than 5 minutes I might go sit out in it later.